Sunday, December 30, 2007

belated christmas meme---just like my cards!



1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
gift bags if they are available, but usually wrapping. I'm always disapointed in the results.

2. Real tree or artificial?
Real tree if at all available.

3. When do you put up the tree?
If I put up a tree it would be the second week of December, not to early not to late
*with the cavit that I haven't actually put up a tree in years

4. When do you take the tree down?
after new years most likely

5. Do you like eggnog?
yup quite a bit

6. Favorite gift received as a child?
hmm typically money

7. Do you have a nativity scene?
Nope

8. Hardest person to buy for?
my grandmother

9. Easiest person to buy for?
that would be people under the age of 8

10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
sure... that's going to happen

11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
a matchbook size zen sandbox, and ugly sweaters

12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
alien versus predator!

13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
start of November typically

14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present?
yeah I think it's perfectly reasonable

15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
ham! it scares off the muslim terrorists! oh and pie for breakfast

16. Clear lights or colored on the tree?
don't really care?!

17. Favorite Christmas song?
we three kings

17b. Christmas Song That, When You Hear It, Makes Your Eyes Bleed And Your Brains Start To Leak Out Your Ears, Because That Is Less Painful Than Having To Listen To That *&%^&$# Song One More Time! almost all of them at anytime.

18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
light traveling!

19. Can you name all of Santa’s reindeer?
I don't think it is wise to name animals you might have to eat.

20. Angel on the tree top or a star?
star

21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning?
Christmas morning. or afternoon (i'm older now)

22. Most annoying thing about this time of year?
the weight gain

24. Favorite Christmas Tradition?
baking giving gifts

25. Outdoor decorations?
bear traps for the carolers!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I'm better already!



Yesterday was probably one of the most depressing days of the whole year for me, but really I'm not that bad most days. I just suffer from a lack of friends to wax esoteric with and regardless of how great my friends are sometimes i just want someone with me to nerd out with or hug me when i'm having a bad day. I think that's the hardest thing about living alone.
Oh well it's gym day so I'm off to workout. I'll see if I can't knock out a meme or two tomorrow I've seen some great christmas ones I want to do.

Here's my comedian crush

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Context



I Am, alive, feeling stuck in the middle, waiting.
So, what do i have to do to get unstuck at last?
Fucking, in church were I lost my virginity, thinking this was normal.
Lonely, for real affection, someone waiting for me, a voice.
Again, and again.



I'm just down, it's normal holiday blahs i guess. The Simpson's movie was funny, the weather was great. I broke my camera. Locked myself out of the house with the wrong set of keys. I'm a dork. My USB ports still don't work. The sun will come out tomorrow, or eventually, Puff, Puff pass.

Updated, these things look horrid in daylight

Thursday, December 13, 2007

What I did on my winter vacation





So the first picture is of my back yard the second my front yard, i had an extensively wooded 1/3 of an acre. The recent ice storm broke off all the tops and probably killed most of the trees. We get ice storms here every year, that isn't unusual, what was different about this storm was the length of time that the icing lasted. Three days. Under that kind of weight every tree that still had leaves on broke in half and bare limbs snapped if they were to close together. The trees that did best had lost all their leaves already, and had branches spaced well apart from each other.

Gah the damage...if the roof is damaged and it very well might be, I can kiss my europe trip goodbye till fall at least. The amount of wood on the ground and still hanging in the air is huge. I'm depressed about the whole situation. At least I was only without power for a day, my friends were out for three days and were living with me till wednesday night. Other friends and co-workers that live further out are expecting to be out of power for one to two weeks.

I feel myself slipping into this depression, trying to sleep in later, listing task after task in my head to make them more daunting. I wish i wasn't single right now and had someone to lean one and encourage me. But at least i have friends doing it and that helps some.

Friday, December 7, 2007

Cthulu is my homeboy




That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange ├Žons even death may die

I've long had a fascination with elder civilizations, and scoured the archeology books every time a "new" civilization is found. It might be interesting to plumb these feelings with a psychiatric eye one of these days. Any ideas? Anyone else wonder if we are the bastard scions of an ancient global civilization? Anyone have any ideas how cocaine ended up in the noses of mummies?

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Not going to go there




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Honestly, I was like this close to doing a post bitching about the dating scene here! whew that was a close one.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

the flaw in the skein




Hmm I know this is a blog devoted to context and in that light I suppose I shall chalk this up to a small peek at my religious views since these comments sprang from them. Still I apologize for those expecting more baby sloth pictures. so adorable!! Also as a note to Andy and DJraindog, I attempt this only as a outsider trying to use your reason to justify your own beliefs and I think you are both fine men, whose blogs i have long bookmarked. Andy's more than DJ's.

Okay context, it started with Dagon posting pictures from the creationist museum and led to a comment by Andy and DJRaindog both nice enough fellows who are as I later term "philosophical christians" Their logic is thus, Each realizes that the bible if read literally or as direct divine transcription can lead to a host of issues not the least of which several apostles condemning homosexuality, and the old testaments instructions to stone them, right after admonishing people not to eat shellfish. Thus they each create a mental framework in an attempt to justify their faith regardless of the inconsistency of their belief in the book that spawned the religion. To cruelly paraphrase, neither is willing to stake their lives to the truth of the written word, but both of them are willing to risk their eternal souls to it's murky guidance.
Andy begins his logical shenanigans by declaring the bible, "false but accurate" both inherently true and yet not to be taken literally. He declares, "There are limitless riches in the text of Genesis, all of which are cheapened and reduced to complete rubbish by this discussion of whether they are "true" in a scientific sense" . I take it they are cheapened because they are examined and tested? What moral code shouldn't be? To him these lessons are true in a moral way. So when faced with a flood that will wipe out your species except for your family, it is important to stick to your religious convictions and let your fellow man drown. This is a moral lesson? When man attempts to reach for divinity such as in the story of the Tower of Babel, it is God's duty to confuses them and keep them from reaching by inflicting them with broken languages that lead to war and conflict. This is a moral lesson? When dealing with your older brother whom you loathe you should trick him into giving you his birthrights. This is a moral lesson? I'm sorry but if this is the moral lesson than I can do the same on my own without tying myself to an ancient and confused moral code that doesn't accept me.
DJraindog starts a similar thought by also declaring the followers of Jesus that don't see the Word as he does, false Christians, thereby trying to wash his hands of their attempts at religious understand, and defiantly NOT accepting that the Word might be the problem and easily given to any number of definitions. DJ claims that his higher education allows him to properly understand the word unlike the billions of others who might have read it and got a different idea. He admonishes these others , "I'm doing the same, but I actually have a substantial education. I would suggest that if they want to make sense of these fractured disciplines, they should get their facts from well-established and well-respected scientists, historians, and theologians". Like perhaps the Pope? Ahh but these are Anglicans! to hell with the Pope he can't be right (haha just a little joke guys). They will attempt to explain the stories as moral parables that teach us lessons, but as I mentioned earlier these are sad sad moral lessons.
I believe that if you want to live by a moral code you need to think it out in your own mind, you need to weigh your choices out by what you believe not what a book teaches you is right or wrong. Billions of people thru out the word each give up their personal responsibility of moral questioning to follow their perceived religious duty's. Muslims kill apostates and unbelievers because it is better to be dead than to wrong or unpure to them. Hindus and Buddhist developed the caste systems that lock millions into poverty and despair because they believe that former sins call for them to be punished in this life. These poor people are spit upon and beaten down because of who they were born to. Christians believe that a better world will come from a stricter following of the Bible, after all if everyone followed Jesus than it would truly be a better world, right? At least in their defense most Christians have accepted the plurality of belief that springs from having a confusing book to follow. and their religious wars are now a point of history not current conflict. The facts remain, however, that by trying to follow a book instead of figuring out right from wrong in their own lives and practices, they stunt their mental growth by never developing a strong personal view of the world and their place....And this my friends is my problem with all religions.

now as for my beliefs, I do believe in souls, and I do believe in the transcendence after death. Beyond that I have little faith or belief in the gods of today and think that the afterlife will take care of itself. I believe in souls because I think consciousness has developed to the point that it can exist without a body (after all it seems reasonable to suppose that if our consciousness's were downloaded into a computer they would still exist and have free thought) and if that is the case it seems likely that quantum space will somewhere keep a copy of that state in which it can interact with it's environment.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

our Fore Fathers were HUGE!



Tuesday, November 27, 2007

sloth baby




okay context. ...I have wanted a three toed sloth as a pet since i was a young child, no creature has ever sparked the natural affinity that these have in me. I have never analyzed this beyond the yearly dreams of getting one. so uh that's why, sorry to all my "chill, masc, buds"!!!


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Monday, November 26, 2007

Stolen mutterings




Unconscious Mutterings... Stolen from Yani's blog which is a tad out of my normal spectrum but full of interesting mental tidbits

1. Filthy :: Child

2. Therapist :: lazy

3. Duck :: Bill

4. Slant :: Plank

5. Artist :: starving

6. Lease :: chains

7. Wish :: Ring

8. Doormat :: marriage

9. Global :: apocalypse

10. Apartment :: cage living

Sunday, November 25, 2007

A meme after Turkey Day




1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD?
um one of them.. the first one

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
i'm wearing a shirt and a hoodie. it's a gray tshirt

3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR MYSPACE LIST?
um not on myspace

4. DO YOU HAVE “A THING” FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP “8??
um not on myspace

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
um not on myspace

7. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
none on purpose

8. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
it's simple and good most of the time

9. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR?
yeah

10. NAME ONE SONG YOU CAN RELATE TO RIGHT NOW?
black hole sun

11. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
Zeke

12. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
in a heartbest!

13. WHATS YOUR MOTHERS NAME?
I shouldn't say

14. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
had a big cook out and had all my friends over for it, even my Mom was in town!

15. WHAT’S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
it sounds like a doorbell

16. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP?
7 today

17.WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
playing scrabble

18. HOW MANY EX’S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
none

19. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
...in bed

20. FAVORITE CITY?
San Diego or anywhere in New Mexico except Alburquerque

21. FAVORITE COLOR?
couldn't say

22. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT TO DO.
take a date to the Christmas party!

23. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
Saturday at noon at the airport

24. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLINGS?
they are all about 1600 miles away so it's fairly easy as long as i don't need anything or say anything controversial

25. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
to be stunningly in shape and have green eyes

26. IF YOU HAD $250,000…HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
landscaping

27. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
6 to 8 years ...it's complicated

28. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
My Dad?

29. LAST PERSON YOU CALLED?
my workout buddy to tell him wii's were selling for 680$ on ebay with the proper marketing

30. LAST THING YOU ATE?
shrimp and polenta

31. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
may we have great storms than

32. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
February

33. WHAT’S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
...i don't know it's been too long

34. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
all the presidential candidates

35. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
I'm embarrassed to say!

36. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGE?
my friend Nick

37. LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU SAD?
my Mom

38. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Yeah..they seem to ask this question a lot. Is this normal? should I be worried?

39. FAVORITE TYPE OF DRINK?
Tea or chocolate milk

40. FAVORITE FOOD?
bacon

41. FAVORITE DESSERT?
ice cream

42. EVER BEEN TO EUROPE?
no trying to go in May

44. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO???????
take a shot. In fact I take a shot anytime any dictator in the world dies.

45. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE?
yeah an LG it's okay. only 1.3mp

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Context





I was recently in a short discussion with Dagon, the Elder God Representing fish sticks and road side glory holes, about thoughts versus context. This blog is all about context, if you knew me you would be aware that I can come up with some of the most bizarre thoughts and ideas and expound on them all day. But honestly those thoughts represent little that is truly me. For Example: even though I spent an entire day mapping out the radiation clouds (complete with little frowny faces) on a proposed nuking of Iran that does not mean I think we should nuke them. I simply have a form of mental ADD and my work is rarely mentally taxing.

So in an effort to provide Context, I will create my own MeMe...

1. How old are you?
32
2. How big is your family?
2 parents, 4 kids
3. Are your parents divorced?
Nope still married
4. What is your maximum level of schooling?
Well the world is a school right? um Jr in Microbiology, than I ran out of money and had to work for my food and stuff. Now I make more than all my microbiology friends.
5. Are you gainfully employed?
Why yes I am, i haven't had to break the law to make money in quite some time.
6.Do you like your job?
I like the freedom my job allows me but I feel heartsick when ever I go to my friends lab.
7. Are you married?
Nope quite illegal in my state!
8. Are you coupled?
Nope I'm a loser that works all the time and avoids serious relationships by only going for unattainable folk. However I am trying to change this.
9. If ethics were a scale of 1 to 10 where would you fall?
Umm what does it mean if I always pay my debts but rarely care to follow the rules? 5? 6?
10. Are you religious? IF so do you have a faith you askew to?
No to both questions, I'm pretty sure hearing voices does not make me religious, though i tend to enjoy a good spiritual philosophy in those around me. in some ways I know where I stand with them and judge them on their ability to fit religion into life. I might be a future Taoist, or possibly a recruiter for the Elder Gods. Cthulu in 2008, The Stars are Right!!
11. Describe your friendships.
Um This is tough not only because I wrote this meme and have no idea how to do this but because sometimes I'm not sure where I stand with them. I have the Core group of friends around 8 in number that i would do anything for, They all know i'm gay and have told me and acted rational about it. Than I have my work friends that I haven't really had the "talk" with because it's a work situation and i have to work with them in a professional manner. Some know and some don't but all my bosses (and I.T.) knows so that makes things easier.

12. What is your biggest disappointment?
The way my parents treat the gheys. Also the way people grow apart instead of together.

13. Biggest joy?
Traveling and also connecting with people. Not the simple ways you get to know them but actually feeling for them and being a part of their lives.

14. Biggest dream?
Cruising the galaxy in a starship. hey you said big..

15. Best place you've ever visited.
Hmm it's a toss up between the desert and the Islands. New Mexico, and Hawaii I went to Kona Island. Friggin beautiful *That's the picture at the top cause I'm having problems with margins

16. Are you close with your Siblings?
Nope, not really, They really don't understand the whole gay thing. I think they believe I'm rebelling. Like totally....sigh

17. Favorite Band?
Don't really have one, my taste varies to much to lock onto one.

18. Favorite Movie?
Again don't really have one, though I always buy a copy of Big Trouble in Little China when a new format hits but I never watch it.

19. Favorite Cartoon?
Now there you got me, I'm a sucker for cartoons! Favorite one...I'll do favorite three, Venture Brothers, SeaLab, and Cowboy Bebop

20. What would you say you do?
I sell stuff so people can make signs. I am currently bored! of it.

21. Do you dream in color or black and white.
Color!

22. What is your favorite food
umm anything with sesame seeds in it. I think I'm addicted. also Fish?

23. Okay this is as far as I got and I feel bad about not posting so I figure I'll publish what I got so far

Thursday, November 1, 2007

The totally gay meme





Via Google!

Oh btw I'm only posting pics If I get comments!!!!


1. At what age did you realize you were gay?
uh i realized it was called gay about 15 when my Mom said she would be horribly disappointed if any of her kids were gay.. suddenly I was like, "crap I like guys enough to be gay" lol but than i was like, "so that means I must be Bi!" brilliant...
for the record my first attraction was the last day of fifth grade
2. What did you do when you first came to this realization?
I said nothing and tried to act straighter, date girls, yada yada

3. Who was the first person you told?
Hmm oddly enough a guy I picked up

4. How did they react?
He shrugged and said he was Bi..Duh

5. Did you go through a period of time thinking that you were bisexual?
I covered this already... I guess i should have read ahead

6. Did you ever date/get intimate with someone of the opposite sex?
Clinton, "Define Intimate" uh I made out with lots of girls but I only ever got off with guys

7. Now that you define yourself as gay, would you date someone who is bisexual?
No

8. Would you ever date a drag king?
No most likely not

9. Would you date someone who was HIV positive?
not unless there was a cure

10. Have you ever seen Cher in concert?
Uh no..I did see Blink 182 does that count?

11. If there was a pill that could make you straight, would you take it? Why or why not?
Now? Just when I'm really liking myself? that would be awkward. In the begining the answer would be yes. But now I'm not sure that i care except for the difficulty in finding the gays in a crowd. But than again i live in a country where they don't kill us.

12. Is assuming that *most* gay men are whores and/or drug addicts a fair assumption to make or an unnecessary form of stereotyping?
uh that would be a stupid stereotype although many would fall into it. I'd say that gay males "could be" whores and drug users. But mostly because of loneliness.

13. Is Tom Cruise "one of you"?
I kind of hope not but kind of believe the hype

14. Do you use the words "fag" and "dyke" but then get upset when someone straight uses them?
I try not to use them because over time they hurt your own perception of self.

15. Are you sure it isn't just a phase, like Anne Heche?
LOL lesbianism and male homo lovin' is completely different. Men and Women really are very different concerning sex

16. If someone saw you walking down the street, would they know right off the bat that you are gay?
unless i was holding hands with a dude. most likely not

18. The BEST part about being gay?
hanging out with the guys, and than getting to have sex with them

19. The WORST part?
making your parents doubt themselves and cry.

Monday, October 29, 2007

Halloween thoughts and meme-ories




Something stolen from Stuart! Whom i owe a great debt. Now for a quick meme that will still give me enough time to paly some "FolkLore" on me PS3


1. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?
It was a movie about Tarantulas written and made in the 70's back when everything was dark and people were sure that radiation and mutant animals were going ot kill us all. It was the last time I ever went to my parents room for a nightmare, gosh I must have been 4 or 5. Also "the Birds" was pretty freaky.

2. What was your favourite Halloween Costume from childhood?
a Vampire cape my Mom made me

3. If you had an unlimited budget, what would your fantasy costume be for this Halloween?
hmmm i have no idea but it would involve a full facial tattoo

4. When was the last time you went Trick or Treating?
8...9 years ago? I was taking my cousins out when they were still small

5. What's your favorite Halloween Candy?
Mars bars with the almonds!

6. Tell us about a scary nightmare you had.
I was forced to watch something horrible, while completely powerless to move or stop it... That's really all i want to say.

7. What is your supernatural fear?
The dissolving of time and space into a shadowy nightmare that was sliding into decay and entropy.

8. What is your creepy-crawly fear?
Scorpions. and Wasps

9. What's your favorite scary Urban Legend?
uhh.. none cause they are just legends, not real like pictures of the dead stacked up like cord wood from one or another of the pointless wars that we humans do every few years.

10. Would you ever stay in a real Haunted House overnight?
Yup I'd be looking for tips on how to scare people, though I'd probably be afraid of a rat crawling across my face

11. Are you a traditionalist (just a face) Jack-o-Lantern carver, or do you get really creative with your pumpkins?
I get a bit creative, I'm trying to make a Jack-o-lantern Godzilla this year

12. How much do you decorate your home for Halloween?
Almost none except for candles and jack-o-lanterns

13. What do you want on your Tombstone?
"I told them I wanted to be cremated"

14. What is your favourite work of horror fiction?
Almost anything by Clive Barker, That git is scary! The one that fucked with my head the most was "Imajica"

15. Who is your favourite monster?
Dragons, and Lichs

16. What horror movie gives you the most chills?
uh did you think I lied the first time?

17. Freddy versus Jason?
Jason Freddy talks to much, but i do love a good head fuck

18. Ghosts or goblins?
Goblins, ghost can only make you sad

19. What is your scariest encounter with the paranormal?
When I was sick once in the Dorms, I had a weird out of body experience and swear I felt something pulling at my soul. Or maybe I was sick.

20. Do you believe in ghosts?
Only in that they are the residual shock waves of extreme emotion, nothing more. My dad has seen a couple, not so much me.

Night All and Have a Great Halloween!
And leave a comment! I see you lurkers!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

things not known




1. Taken a picture completely naked?
unfortunately yes

2. Made out with a friend on your MySpace/Facebook page?
Uh not on either service

3. Danced in front of your mirror naked?
oddly no

4. Told a lie?
uh was in the closet for several years so yeah I'm going to say yes, plus I'm damn good at it!

5. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Sigh to many times!!

6. Been arrested?
No hablo ingles!

7. Made out with someone of the same sex?
Damn straight! or gay..I guess

8. Seen someone die?
Yah my uncle, on his death bed.

9. Slept in until 5pm?
No 4PM at the latest

10. Had sex at work?
hmmm I'm going to say no since masturbation doesn't count

11. Fallen asleep at work/school?
has anyone not?

12. Held a snake?
many times! beautiful creatures. Specially the trouser snake

13. Ran a red light?
yeh mostly accidentally

14. Been suspended from school?
nope never

15. Totaled your car in an accident?
no it was only a fender bender
16. Pole danced?
thankfully no.

17. Smoked?
yah to varying degrees since i was 16

18. Been fired from a job?
nope

19. Sang karaoke?
thank Bacchus no

20. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
yeah, but i didn't call him afterwards

21. Laughed until a drink came out your nose?
no never happened to me...yet?

22. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yeah than i remembered you weren't suppose to eat the first snow

23. Kissed in the rain?
Yeah it was romantic, than he said his nipples hurt

24. Sang in the shower?
no just quote movies

25. Given your private parts a nickname?
no i never talk to them!

26. Ever gone out without underwear?
yeah but rarely these days

27. Sat on a roof top?
many times..."sometimes you can see forever"

28. Played chicken?
in certain ways yes

29. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
nope

30. Broken a bone?
oddly never

31. Mooned/flashed someone?
oddly never

32. Shaved your head?
hah! nope!

33. Slept naked?
yeah it's fine till you have to get out of the bed and the room is cold

34. Played a prank on someone?
rarely but yes

35. Had a gym membership?
yeah

36. Felt like killing someone?
is this abnormal?

37. Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
maybe i try not to be there for that part

38. Cried over someone you were in love with?
sadly yes, i suspect everyone that loves has

39. Had sex more than 10 times in one day?
uh no i have rubbed it out that many times, it was the first time i got REAL porn

40. Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
you can keep them as pets? they are just worms in beans

41. Been in a band?
No the thought makes me laugh

42. Subscribed to Maxim?
nope never subscribed to a magazine

43. Taken more than 10 shots of alcohol?
yeah several, several times

44. Shot a gun?
yeah it's fun!

45. Had sex today?
not with another

46. Played strip poker?
no but i have turned other games into "strip games"

47. Tripped on mushrooms?
...maybe

48. Donated blood?
a whole gallon before i felt guilty for lying to the nice nurses

49. Videotaped yourself having sex?
hmm "I" didn't videotape it, besides it was a digital recording

50. Eaten alligator meat?
Sure thing, rattlesnake too

51. Ever jump out of an airplane?
Yes it was fun even when i landed on my ass

52. Have you been to more than 10 countries?
No...sadly only two

53. Ever wanted to have sex with a platonic friend?
i try not to consider them platonic than...

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Now playing: Autodrive - Party Hard
via FoxyTunes

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Stolen Meme from the Far East

1. Where is the last place you held hands?
Hmm that would be on a walk around a lake I think with a date. Before that a bf and I used to hold hands as we drove or when we walked around my old University. I always feel bad for not doing it like I'm letting down the gays. But at the same time i don't want to get harassed while I'm having a nice time out.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
hmm Well that's an unanswerable question, but I guess they are asking would you do anything to survive? or maybe do my skill sets allow me to work well in the military? The short answer would be yes, however the long answer is I would be more than willing to sacrifice myself for the good of my fellow troops if needed.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no I had a dorm mate do that and I was always the one that had to stay up and finish watching the show. Plus they have sleep timers now.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Yup of course I live alone and I'm male.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
No not my skill

6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends?
I've been known to hold a grudge,I think it lasted almost a decade. By than we, or at least I, really didn't care anymore.

7. Are you a fast typer?
hmm as long as I can see the keyboard I'm faster than most

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
NO I had a few brief fits as a child but I grew to love it.

9. Do you like someone right now?
I have a guy I am trying to like. But he's not making it easy.

10. What ended your last relationship?
immaturity, lack of direction (on his part) and... really annoying habits.

12. Do you knock on wood?
no it might alert my enemies.

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
I finished off my tea and need more now

14. Do you think you’re smart?
Smart enough to get into serious trouble yes!

15. Have you ever eaten a bug?
not as food, though I'm told they fry well

16. Do you miss someone right now?
No, There can be only one!

17. What do you want for Christmas?
Hmm First edition HP Lovecraft books, more knives from and shelves for my house

18. Do you know the muffin man?
Yes we had a thing for awhile but it didn't work out.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
yes, and walk, and possibly drive as well.

20. Do you remember your 1st crush?
yeah he was nice. Than I found out that there were gays AND not gays

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
Yeah they are nice

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
Hawaii, in February

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
hmm I'm getting there monetarily speaking, now working on people skills and a life/bed mate

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
a mere 58

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
like as a meal? or while running from a battle that went badly? Or maybe to chase down bank robbers in the wild west? umm no

26. Plans for tomorrow?
Tomorrow looks dull. Possibly a trip to the dog park and maybe blockbuster?

27. What did you do this past weekend?
Friday i drank with my dog, Saturday was busy first I had lunch with Brian, than we went music shopping. Right after that i went to a group that played board games. Than I drove back across the metro to work out with my friend John. than i was wiped and stayed home. Sunday I went to the dog park, went shopping made a huge meal than carted it over to my friends house had dinner with them. Came home and hung out with Ian while having a good time watching toons and blotting the brain.

28. Miss being at school right now?
i want o finish my degree without attending classes.

29. When’s the last time you told someone you loved them?
except for the folks? been awhile.

30. Do you want to be single?
Hmm not really though i'd rather be single than unhappily paired

32. Who’s your hero?
Never really had one

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
nope

34. What are you looking forward to?
Cold/Heat death of the universe is suppose to be worth waiting for.

35. If you could be stranded with one person for 24 hours, who would it be?
Hmm are they conscious? if they are conscious probably whoever is leading the field in M-theory

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
no just some Meow Mix as a kid.

38. Can you handle the truth?
Typically I have been known to compartmentalize in an effort to over throw the current reigning personality.

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
Yup! have them every year on St Patties Day! that and green beer, after all if your going to vomit and crap why not make it green.

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?
Wallet, keys and phone.

Friday, October 19, 2007

I'm still doing this thing

This meme is stolen from Stuart one of my favorite bloggers online and a seemingly nice human. While I have been accused of only liking unattainable folk from across the distant seas, let me assure you that the ones I have tried to date or befriend here here have all been royal disappointments.



1. Do you still talk to the person you last had a thing with?
Nope they moved to Charlotte, NC last saw them on Yahoo around new years.

2. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
um...I think once. nah I must have been imagining it

3. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
none that I remember

4. What is the last thing you ate?
instant oatmeal washed down with iced tea

5. Did you get any compliments today?
only on a video I forwarded

6. Have you ever gone to court?
no it was all done in the judges chambers.

7. What does the seventh text message in your inbox say?
7th most recent, or 7th oldest?
7th most recent: "I can bring it over tomorrow morning (noon) if you want
7th oldest: "We're thinking subway and Ideas?"

Thus showing you a glimpse into my exciting life!

8. Are you friends with your neighbors?
I would say yes

9. Do you have any regrets?
yes though i tried for a decade to avoid them i ended it realizing that i did

10. Do you remember your first kiss?
not specifically though i remember my favorite kiss

11. What towns have you lived in?
Socorro, NM; Carlsbad, NM, Ft Leonardwood, MO; Salem, WV; Moore, OK, Norman, OK; Edmond OK; and Denbo, PA

12. What's the last piercing you got?
umm that would have been an ear over 10 years ago

13. When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes?
every FriGgin DAy!!!!!

14. Have you ever thrown up from drinking?
yes though not in a long, long time

15. Do you get jealous easily?
I'd like to say no? Judges, what do you say?

16. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
Nope

17. Toilet papered someone's house?
uh no, my front tree was when i was on vacation but afore mentioned friend cleaned it all up for me.

18. Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sister's friends?
Uh no thank god

19. Have you ever gone to a beach?
Yup, the pacific, and the Gulf of Mexico, but never when i was on the East coast.

20. Do you remember your teacher's names from primary school?
Nope

21. How good is your eyesight?
I'm blind without corrective lenses...no seriously legally blind. I hate that

22. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
sure i guess

23. What would you say if I told you I was in love with your brother?
I don't know, your just a meme and he's a real Human boy!

24. Have you ever been out of your country?
yes but only on one side I never made it to canada...they say it is very clean...

25. Have you seen your best friend naked?
no i think it would freak him out.

26. What's the best wedding you've been to?
the one that was only a reception party.

27. Would your parents be mad if you got arrested for fighting?
uh yes very though i doubt they would find out as they live 1600 miles away

28. Where are your siblings right now?
Ohio, West Virgina, and Pennsylvania all states i don't like.

30. Do you have a Honda, Toyota or Nissan?
I had a Honda till last week now i have a Scion which is a Toyota child... you know a Scion...


31. What's the last dream you can remember?
oddly enough I was trying to get food and drink in Glasgow at 4 in the morning...I've never been to Glasgow so I had trouble knowing where to go than I remembered! Fawkes was there! I think I found him in drag...

32. Who was the last person to call you?
Brad....my bff

33. What time did you wake up this morning?
hmm 6:11, 6:20, 6:29, and finally at 6:38!

34. What are you doing this weekend?
there is a board game club i am trying to start playing with out of sheer boredom (plus it's fun) a local football game to watch, visit the dog park, shopping, lawn work, PS3, drinking alone, and possibly sushi with Sam.

35. What does the 5th text message on your phone say?
"watching wheel of fortune"

cause my friends are exciting too!

36. Do you drunk dial/txt?
nope though i was drunk dialed just last Sunday

37. What's in your back pocket?
wallet,and receipts!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

First post

Well it's sad to say it's been two years since I blogged last yet I've read blogs almost everyday since. The first one was too stupid and personal and was mostly me ranting about life and my self created problems. Things are better now and life is mostly about looking for someone special, working out, and traveling. One of the things i love reading is memes and every time i read one i felt like i should have replied or something so I figured it was a good enough reason to post some crap about myself and give back a bit to the bloggers i read all the time. I grabbed this from the delightfully named, SodomyCreek

1. Does someone love you?
not romantically
2. Do you know anyone named Dave?
a cousin named David but that's as close as I'm getting
3. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?
yes and it he was a good kisser
4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
sometimes but few people know any of my family here so not in a long time
5. What color are the walls of your parent’s bedroom?
I've only been in their new place once nd I don't remember
6. Do you think that hair extensions look skanky?
cheap ones yes
7. Are you named after a grandparent?
Middle name, yes
8. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
fail? is that failing?
9. Are you taller than 5′6″?
Yup 5' 11"
10. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
umm nope
11. Ever see a dead body?
yes, had to be with a few folk when they died
12. Do you like the color green?
yes it's nice on the eyes
13. What is your best friend’s Dad’s name?
Honestly I don't know he only met him a year ago
14. How old are you?
32
15. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Nick
16. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs?
Yup
17. Last restaurant you went to?
The grand house with said best friend
18. What is the weather like today?
Sunny and Warm, but cooling off.
19. Last voice mail you received?
a flake date who drunk called me, than called back when he realized he had the wrong number.
20. What did you do yesterday
Worked, picked up my new car, met with my friend to give him some food he stored in my freezer than played "Twilight Imperium" with the local D&D nutters. The dog was not amused.
21. What’s the first thing you would do with five million dollars?
Pay Off the House and Car
22. What nationalities are you?
Mostly Scotch-Irish and English and mexican
23. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
6.5-7 the dog woke me up a lot this morning
24. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
nope only go to outdoor concerts and the season is over
25. Who’s the last person that you felt was stalking you?
a guy named Alex off of yahoo
26. Have you ever been on your school’s track team?
nope
27. What jewelry are you wearing?
none even forgot my watch today
28. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
yeah most likely
29. How much money do you have?
a fair amount
30. Do you swear at your parents?
never
31. Is your phone right beside you?
yeah, work phone too
32. Have you cried today?
uh no
33. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I don't know i have a lot of clients
34. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
nope
35. What is the color of your bedsheets?
one is white the other is umm i don't know what color it is.
36. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yup
37. Are you photogenic?
nope
38. What’s your star sign?
Gemini, I'm insane
39. Where do you spend most of your money?
House, food, bills, friends
40. What was the last thing you did?
answer a question for my co-worker and friend
41. Do you have a tattoo?
two and trying to make it bigger
42. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Saturday morning is internet time, Cartoons come on at night now!
43. Is there a secret you’ve never told any of your friends?
Yeah and if they don't rate neither do you.
44. Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn’t mean it?
No, not even when they asked me too
45. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
sure is that odd?
46. What are you doing in 2008?
a trip to europe, iowa, and hopefully hawaii. and work...
47. What is your ring tone?
it sounds like a door alarm
48. What were you doing at 2am last night?
Sleeping
49. Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
Married
50. What are were you doing tonight
hanging out with a friend it's normally a workout night but the buddy is working
51. What are you doing tomorrow?
Working, walking the dog, watching TV, surfing the Web, working out!
52. Who did you last message on Myspace?
not applicable without an account
53. What’s your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
I've done it for years because gays are too shallow for commitment
54. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call but never do?
yes
55. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
no clue but i remember wearing a cape when i was around 5 or 6
56. Favorite Disney movie?
Fantasia
57. What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
Starry Nights